This week my anxiety was unusually high due to multiple stresses in my personal and work life. The first being the decision on whether or not I am going to stay on my anxiety medication while pregnant or not. I spent a lot of time ruminating on it, which wasn’t helpful, and as a result I became incredibly anxious for several days. Normally I am able to except the fact that I will struggle with anxiety my entire life, however, this week it has made me incredibly angry. I just wished that I didn’t have to make the decision and I was just “normal” and only had to worry about getting morning sickness. Not spiraling into panic attacks every day.
The other reason why I was anxious was because the standard I was teaching in my 7th grade language arts class was incredibly difficult. My students struggled to learn it, however, when test day came around, they did an excellent job! I had no reason to be anxious on that front! They are a great group! YAY!
This weekend has allowed me a chance to step back from all the stress and just relax. I have been talking a lot with my husband and it feels good to know that he is here to support me – no matter what.
I just need to remember that God is with me and He will take care of me. I need to trust that I will make the right decision and give the rest to Him.
If you are struggling with anxiety, just remember that it is ok. Take some time for yourself to refocus and find relaxation. Eventually it will pass.
I thought you were adopting? You’re pregnant!? Congratulations! Thanks for the reminder that eventually anxiety will pass!
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We are going to adopt as well through foster care. However, since we are on a wait list for training, it may be awhile, we decided to go ahead and try to get pregnant too. We are still pursuing adoption. 🙂
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That’s cool! I’m sure you’ll make a great mom!
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It always passes – it’s just so hard to remember what the sun looks like when it’s raining.
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That’s a great way to look at it
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Congratulations!
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Thank you 🙂
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Hello, I wish to nominate you for the sunshine Blogger Award. More info can be found at my page https://sitagaia.wordpress.com/2015/12/09/sunshine-blogger-award/
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We have so much in common…anxiety and being and educator. Yes, thank you for reminding us it passes! 🙂
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No problem! I also think that anxiety makes us a better teacher. We are able to relate with our students emotionally and provide them with a safer and more understanding classroom! ❤️
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Good thoughts, peace, and prayers are being sent to you and your family as you begin this incredible journey!
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Thank you
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