As I have been examining my inner thoughts and my anxiety over the last few weeks, I am learning more and more about myself. I have been researching OCD more and coming to understand that it is something that I have struggled with for as long as I can remember. The more I read, the more things click into place. There have been many times where I have had a particular thought stuck in my head, over and over, and it takes days for it to go away. As I have grown older, I have been able to control those thoughts, but it is interesting to finally begin to understand where I have come from.
It feels good to be able to understand myself and learn to love myself for all I am. 🙂
Always good to spend time with myself not by myself. Also a process of Mindfulness. Then with some clarity to write my thoughts down.
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Yes! I totally get this. Growing up I thought everyone had fears of dying and hated conflict, ect…..Until I started my blog, I couldn’t put the pieces together. 🙂
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YES! THat is exactly what happened to me
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Glad that you’re finally understanding yourself. 🙂
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Yes! It takes a long time, but it is worth it 🙂
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It’s great when you get a nice dose of clarity 🙂
I did a lot of research on OCD a while ago, I was writing an essay on hoarding. It was the same kind of thing – the more I read, the more things clicked in to place. (I wouldn’t consider myself to have OCD, just some tendencies that relate to it.) If I hadn’t put all that effort into understanding it, and myself, I don’t think I’d have those tendencies under control as much as I do now.
It’s definitely beneficial to take some time out and learn about yourself now and again!
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It is a crazy how it just clicks and makes so much sense.
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