As you know, just about a month ago, my husband and I suffered a miscarriage. It has been a very turbulent month, emotionally and physically, for the both of us. I have been wrestling with my Faith in trying to understand why all this happened. I am learning that I am not going to figure out why this is all happening. I just need to continue to trust in spite of my lack of understanding.
I have had a difficult time dealing with all the emotions, because grief is not something I have dealt with very much. Anxiety is what I know, and I know how to control it. Sadness is quite different. I know that I have to just cry when I feel like it and learn to express my anger appropriately. I have started working out more and eating healthy. I want to take this time to heal my body internally and externally.
Each day is a journey and I am going to continue staying positive and trusting that everything will someday work out.
The Persistent Platypus 
My thoughts are with you. I had two miscarriages. I understand.
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So sorry about your loss. That does hurt, especially knowing how excited you were. I have a friend who always says, “The wrong question is ‘Why me?’ but the right question is ‘Why this?'” Because we can think this is a ‘God picking on me’ thing, when it is always a ‘what does He want me to learn?’ thing. Praying for God’s comfort on your heart, and keeping that attitude up.
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Thank you
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So happy to hear your staying strong. Praying for you to be embraced by God’s peace.
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Thank you
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Sending prayers and love
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Thank you
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