Contradicting Passions For One Love ❤️

The flow of feelings

Takes over my thoughts.

Sometimes it feels too much

With emotions so strong.

Love.

Fear.

Protectiveness.

Joy.

These all eb and flow

Through my mind

As I think of You.

My beautiful child.

Only you can ignite

Such strong emotions.

To fiercely love you

Every moment of the day.

And to destroy anything

That comes against you.

How crazy it is to be a mom.

But call me crazy!

I don’t want

Anything

Else.

Nap time!

It’s the special time of day

That makes you feel tingly in a way.

It’s the time when everything is still

And there is a break from screams that are so shrill!

It’s the long awaited nap time

Where I can relax and feel sublime!

I love my daughter, so don’t you worry

But she is asleep now, so I better scurry!

Why do I worry?

Why do I worry what people think?

There is nothing I can do to change it.

Why does my mind go in circles?

I just relieve the same moment.

Why can’t I be confident all the time?

I need to trust myself and be strong.

It’s time I let it all go.

Give to God what I cannot control.

I cannot take up space in my mind.

I give it all to God.

Family Pulls Me Through

My heart fills with happiness.

Anxiety is chased away,

When we are together.

 

I thank God for this life.

Things use to be dark.

But God gave me strength,

To pull through.

 

Even though life throws curveballs

Those I love always stand by my side.

They give me strength when I’m weak.

They are my everything!